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Close to Home

by Laura Meyer

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1.
I hope we can make it but I’m really not sure Because love isn’t enough anymore Don’t be mistaken, I love you like before But love isn’t enough anymore You used to paint such pretty pictures with words Inked with red wine that filled me with thirst As we stayed up all night making love Now I just feel like some crazy drunk Sitting alone in some bar You left as soon as the talk got hard I still have my thirst but I’m losing my taste For the bitter dry blood of shriveled grapes I hope we can make it but I’m really not sure Because love isn’t enough anymore Don’t be mistaken, I love you like before But love isn’t enough anymore I have sat here long enough to recognize That where there is love there’s a will to fight It’s after last call and my drink’s almost gone So this is your last chance before I move on I hope we can make it but I’m really not sure Because love isn’t enough anymore I still love you but you can’t ignore That love isn’t enough anymore I hope we can make it but I’m really not sure Because love isn’t enough anymore I’d like it to be how it was before But love isn’t enough anymore
2.
First time that I saw you, you got me with a song You wrote about a girl you said you didn’t want You came across so clever, so confident, complete I could not believe it when you said you wanted me I thought it was too good to be true I was wrong but I was right about you Nights spent in your arms became days spent in hell Wondering where you are and if I was fooling myself We both know you’re as fickle as a San Francisco sky While me I like to plan so as not to freeze or fry I thought it was too good to be true But I stopped thinking real soon And I don’t think this is goodbye, but it sure ain’t see you soon It’s gonna be a while before I can stand close to you Because oh god how it hurt when I finally had proof I don’t know what’s worse – to hear a lie or know the truth I thought it was too good to be true But I really I wanted it to be you I thought it was too good to be true I was wrong but I was right about you
3.
I’ve got a little white dress I’ve got a little white dress I’ve got a little white dress I hope to wear it soon I’ve got a little white dress I’ve got a little white dress I’ve got a little white dress I hope to wear with you Oh it hangs there in my closet Where I know it’s safe from staining Got a great big bow upon it Like me it sits here aiming I want to get dressed In that little white dress I want to get dressed And take a big step with you But I gotta confess That I’m scared to death Oh that little white dress Got me too scared to move It hangs there in my closet Where I hope that you will claim it Why’d you think I got it Don’t you know I’m saving My little white dress Oh this little white dress I got my little white dress To make a big mess with you So come on and fetch me In my little white dress Don’t pretend Like you ain’t got no suit
4.
You’re leaving again, baby, what can I say? What can I do to make you delay Your leaving forever, your leaving for me? You know that I love you, baby, so why can’t you see? If you try to go, I’m gonna lock you up And keep you here in my dungeon of love Whatever your reason, it’ll just have to wait This door has no key and it’s not gonna break I know that you’ll like it – just give it a while Beneath all that duct tape I can see that you’re smiling I’m just trying to do what is best for us And you belong in my dungeon of love Hold still a second – I’m just trying to get close Baby, stop squirming, you’ll get blood on your clothes You’re looking real pale now – you seem kind of cold But baby, don’t worry, I got a remedy for mold Yeah, I built you box and you’ll be safe inside You can stay here forever – even after you die Yeah, I’ll stack you alongside the other ones Count yourself lucky man you made the cut My collection sure is filling up And you’re my favorite in my dungeon of love
5.
Who do I gotta sleep with To keep food upon the table Who do I gotta sleep with To keep my body goin’ How long must I keep this Lie upon my shoulders How long must I keep this Lie upon my bones We all got our number We all got our price We all gotta get something Tell me, does that make it wrong or right? Yeah, you got my number Yeah, you called it right You, you got nothing Nothing but the stuff I like Who do I gotta sleep with To keep food on the table Who do I gotta sleep with To keep my body goin’ How long must I keep this Lie upon my shoulders How long must I keep this Lie upon my bones You, you got nothing No money all your life But you, you got something Something that feels so right.
6.
Blue Moon 02:41
Blue is the distance between me and you Blue is the distance I fell into Blue is the distance – am I getting through To your blue, blue moon He looked into my sleepy eyes Said, you can spend the night if you like And in morning we awoke to blue skies But not as blue as that moon He said, I’ve never seen such a blue moon Hung from heaven like a lost balloon Never seen such a blue, blue moon Tell me, have you? Blue is the water between me and you Blue is the water I’m falling through Blue is the water that fills my view And it ain’t no moon When he took me to the train I said a prayer it never came My faith has had much better days Than the morning that that whistle blew Blue is the distance between me and you Blue is the distance we didn’t choose Blue is the distance that grew and grew From that blue, blue moon Oh that left too soon Yes, that blue, blue moon That we once knew
7.
Hold Onto Me 02:05
Got food on the table and clothes on my back Love in my heart, but it all goes so fast I drive myself crazy trying to hold onto things When really I just want you to hold onto me I dream real big, I dream real wild I dream for a living and sometimes I die I drive myself crazy trying to follow my dreams When really I just want you to follow me As long as the earth is beneath my feet and until it sits above me I’ll do my best to try to be who I was when you loved me Got food on our table and clothes on our back Love in our hearts, it ain’t all that bad We could drive ourselves crazy trying to hold onto things How ’bout I’ll hold you and you hold onto me
8.
Made to Fly 02:54
Here I go There I float Far away Into space Watch me rise Watch me fall Don’t know why Ain’t my call Because I was made to fly And I was born to die Here I go There you are Almost close And still so far How’s it feel To be down there Does it seem real? Do you get scared? Oh you were made to fly So don’t be afraid to die Here we go Into love There we float Out of us And I don’t know How to land So let’s go Long as we can Cause we were made to fly And we were born to die So while we’re both alive Let’s make the most of tonight.
9.
Stay At Home 02:13
Don’t go to Los Angeles looking for success They’ll take all your money, your honey, and your friends Don’t go to Los Angeles, they’ll take all they can get And if you try to leave you’ll see you’ve got nothing left Don’t go to Manhattan looking for a job Looking for true love, or anything you want Don’t go to Manhattan, they have no use for you And even if they did, man, there ain’t any room Stay at home, what do you need When here at home, baby, you’ve got me If you go out looking for something that you lack Every time you find it you’re gonna have to give it back So hide out in the country if you feel the need to roam Hide out in the country, or better yet stay at home Stay at home, here with me Stay at home, babe, we got everything we need Got no reason to leave Stay right here with me
10.
She don’t belong to anyone but she hopes to belong to me I spent a lot of time writing between her sheets If you hold her up to the light you will see what it says: To love you gotta lie in someone else’s bed And then after a while you’ll recognize what is true You’ll take what you have learned and bring it back with you Finally you’ll see just who belongs to whom She’s got my ink on her body - now my words move when she do And longing doesn’t feel so good Once belonging has been known And longing is the sentence I’ve written on her soul I’m ready to amend it, these scars have almost healed There’s room left for new letters to rewrite how I feel Or maybe it’s how she feels, it’s hard for me to know When I’m burrowed in her flesh it feels so close to home Home, that was the promise I hope to soon make good I don’t belong to anyone If I could you know I would Belong to her forever, belong to her right now It’s hard for me to remember there’s no difference anyhow But I don’t belong to anyone and she don’t belong to me Sometimes I get jealous because I sleep best in her sheets But she don’t belong to anyone She belongs to everything If I can’t have it all I’ll settle on this peace

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Recorded in Corvallis, OR late spring & summer 2013
Engineered & mixed by Brady Greig with Laura Meyer
Mastered by JJ Golden at Golden Mastering in Ventura, CA
All songs by Laura Meyer

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released September 22, 2013

Laura Meyer - guitars & vocals
Brady Greig - bass, keys, & drums
Anna Tivel - violin

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Laura Meyer Chicago, Illinois

I’m a writer and musician working in experimental memoir and sound at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago, where I tutor and assistant teach. Previously I toured internationally for over ten years, collecting and curating experiences, melodies, language, characters, and sounds from the natural world. ... more

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